Welcome With A Smile :)

Thaty feeling when someone tells you something out of the blue && you don’t want to believe it u just want to ignore it… You keep thinking and thinking about it and you just can’t get it out of your head its there stuck no matter what you do you can’t get rid of it … So you put on a front to your friends hoping that no one figures it out putting a smile on your face just to keep the people aroud you happy so you don’t worry them but more to the point you don’t wanna be judged

That feeling you get when your friend needs you but there to far away for you to help that feeling when you know your friends minds is going 10x faster than yours that feeling of not knowing what to say because you don’t understand what there going through :( I just wanna be there to hug you and give you a shoulder to cry on but these things are easier said than done you’ve been through so much in such a short amount of time and tbh I feel for you I think your fucking amazing no matter what has happened in the past and I just hope to god your ssteong enough to carry on but then I know you will be ur such a bright shunning star bigger than the Sun ur worth more than anything just remember that xx

Feels so good to be back <3

im not perfect pretty or got the best body :/

im not the best at things

but i do try i try to make you and everyone else as happy as i can

i hide behind a smile just to make you smile and say things i wish i never said

but i can be myself with you

im getting lost in a maze trying to find the way to your heart

so please please give me guidence